smile, it's filling

avoid youself
settle under what can show
a path across lazyness
trust your weakness as nothing more
ride along the falling wall
risk your feelings
..this lively experience is fatal

unwinding trail on the road of rolling hills

extremes
confusion maybe
or just how it is

..forgive yourself my friend: humans have no boundaries

suddenly

content
floating along
forget to think
forget to wonder

find myself here
focus on feelings

i am surrounded

fuck you

my own thoughts overwhelm me
others confuse me
i wonder what i am ignoring
as i realize the noise in my head
feeling alone
expectations of someone else
the interconnectedness is here
im irritated by concern
i trust myself
dont carry it with you
you're distracting youself
i fear the feelings around me
my self control is comforting
forget me cause you dont know me at all
im judging you for judging me
nobody shows that nobody knows

dissatisfaction of today

happiness without reason
excitment of feeling alive
ohh, its rainin on me

getting lost from knowing the way

i sense distance from my surroundings and strangeness in what i see
who am i that is apart of all this